LOVE

GUESS WHAT IS THE TITLE OF THE FOLLOWING SONGS!?

1.

"Lookin' in your eyes

I see a paradise

This world that I found

Is too good to be true" ______________________________

2.

"It seems that perfect love's so hard to find

I'd almost given up, you must have read my mind

And all these dreams I save for a rainy day

They're finally coming true, I'll share them all with you

'Cause now we hold the future in our hands"______________________________

3.

"There'll be good times,
And there'll be bad,But i will stand beside you

All the way" _______________________________

4.

"Well, like a flower to a tree

Like words to a melody of love

There's no way we could break up

No words that can make us

Blow our thing. We're just... " _______________________________

5.

"You know, i've seen a lot of what the world can do

And it's breakin' my heart in two

Because i never wanna see you a sad girl

Don't be a bad girl

But if you wanna leave take good care

I hope you make a lot of nice friends out there

But remember there's a lot of bad and beware" ____________________________

6.

"Say, say that you'll be there

Whenever i reach out

to feel your hand in mine

Stay, stay within my heart

Whenever i'm alone

I'll know that you are there" _____________________________

7.

"Hey! if we can solve any problem

Then why do we lose so many tears

Oh, and so you go again

When the leading man appears

Always the same thing

Can't you see, we've got everything goin' on and on and on" ____________________

8.

"If we'd go again all the way from the start

I would try to change things that killed our love

Your pride has built the wall so strong that i can' get through!

Is there really no chance to start once again?

I'm loving you" ____________________

9.

"I call your number, the line ain't free

I like to tell you come to me

A night without you seems like a lost dream

Love i can't tell you how i feel" ____________________________

10

"I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me

How i'm certain that our love was meant to be

You changed my life, you showed me the way

And now that i'm next to you... ______________________________

Answers:

NOTHINGS' GONNA STOP US NOW

PARADISE

TILL DEATH DO US PART

WILD WORLD

YOU'RE ALL I NEED

EVERYTIME YOU GO AWAY

STILL LOVING YOU

ESPECIALLY FOR YOU

It speaks

of feelings, emotions, belongingness,

affection and bliss;

sadness and frustrations,

heartaches and pain, neglect and rejection;

yet it also promise a new beginning,

a new day,

faith and trust;

a thing unimaginable to the eye,

the spectators and to the world,

unbelivable by own self,

indescribable and

magical...

It's

LOVE!

Yes! love it is..The most universal thing in the world nothing ever surpass - only hate then, yet I have loved not just once, twice or thrice but many times. five??? yeah... My First Love-i do have-really. I was in my third year highschool at that time busy with the student council and fall in love to a distant relative of mine whose definition of first love is the tossing to and fro in bed and can't-sleep-thinking-of-you thing! which to these days i say i'ts a whole infatuation and the first ever definition of a true love thus....Then there was this love going on that is pure respect and affection and not longing or touchy but admiration and friendship-quite perfect but still you search for another adventure and found another arms to challenge your mood and there was this tall dark and handsome devil you care as you say with full of unsuspecting and mysterious aura a feeling that you seem to describe as a roller coaster ride ( i admit i haven't ride yet ever and never ever ride even disneyland will offer ) that because of my fear in roller coasters that's how i describe that kind of love-and yet, you fall again! to a man you think suited already to you, your taste and acceptable to your kin because he is professional, quite cute and appealing, offers you songs and guitar humms and never forgets to greet you good morning good night and you thought-this is it! this is really it! but only to find out that he sends messages to everybody else and all the beautiful ladies in town huh! and all you then think of is get away- away from that hideous monster and golden smile that you once persevere but love comes in mysterious ways while we are still alive and never been heart bypass hahahahahah love often play us and we play along and then you meet another being that brings thud thud thud in your heart....hmmmmnn this time - no more emotions but mind no matter what and where it lead - huhuhuhuhu love knocks again and i hate it - this time it's for real - i guess i thought - with a man so understanding and serves me. knows my weakest part and pours affection to my lonely and frustrated nature... ahhhh LOVE you never know when it comes and i'm so glad that every time it hit me i feel it and makes me a better person and understand other human being and i feel blessed that ive tasted all the love in the world!

N-E-W

ON SHOES:

Why is it that every time I buy a new shoes and wore it... it rains!

Yeah, it's true! and i wonder why?

It is possible that basta bago kailangan kasi mabasbasan!

Ganon?!!!

Which makes my new shoes laundered though its new kasi maputik.... because it rains while i wore it the other day! and though its in the middle of summer but Kuya Kim says "May ulan sa ibat-ibang bahagi ng Pilipinas!" i must have been warned the night before...

ON NEIGHBORS:

Everytime you settled in a new place you come to meet different personalities like my new neighbor today-who is a self-confessed drug addict-and in fact proud (very proud) of himself that he had tasted all the smoke haven!

He is quite intriquing because he is lean and tall and white and blonde(hair).
Who loves to listen to his music (the old blues like Scorpions, and the like-which guitars are so squeeky on ears? that!) and do you know what's the best time he plays his Scorpions? 12midnight to 2am or on a Suunday at 6am to 10am! whewww Ada's puwet is still snoring at that time!gravehh

There was one incident that happen- i call up the nearby police station and reported the public nuisance(for me, it is anuisance-because i didn't like what he is doing!)... so the police of the other line interviewed my name, what happen, what time it occured etcetera etcetera etcetera and only then that i realize that nothing would happen between us talking because he(the police) suggested I together with our neighbors will just file a case to the barangay and have that person answer our case filed! huh!

So i put the phone down!

And sleep to the night with the thought that i must be looking somewhere else for another apartment that i have complete peace...

But then again, I was thinking why does his wife don't even calm his husband? then one night came that i heard banging of doors and walls (kahoy ug sin man ila balay gud-mao ng mo-create ug kusug nga tingog) and heads! heads? yeah ulo jud! ulo iya asawa ug mga anak iya gi bugbog! ngeik!

Well, the following morning-i saw him sweeping the leaves around their home and his wife ooking breakfast! another amazing love story....

But until now the playing of loud music is still going through and through.... that our glass windows may even grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....... and even i stayed out at the corner highway --- the music stills keeps playing--- ambot nalang jud... but i'm not angry anymore, you know, i came to accept the fact that everyone in this world is unique in the making-

ON FRIENDS:

Meeting new people is also what i call talent...uhmmmn not the right word... VALUES i guess--ahh yeah.. exactly- being freindly and getting to know other people in their most deepest and sincerest part of their lives... and then you get to know them... not that according to other peoples opinion but because i know them now by heart.

I came across to meeting with the different kinds of people in this small part on earth. They come in as small medium large and thick and thin and colored and black & white, or just simply people.

My barkada - RMI Batch'89 is now replicated with my new found friends in VSO. That's why i'm not quite lonely nowadays having to meet them and know them by heart. I thought i wouldn't belong now because ive stayed with one group that i thought would only matter, but as we grow and as we go to the different places we then meet other people that fill our longings from our previous group..

I'd like to mention a few - Chalee has been my batch forever. and now i found Ailene whose laugh and smile is of purest. Gabino is the silent type fiscal whom i run to and now here is Pielstick whose silence is so warm. Then Harvey, and Francisco who are two dear friend of mine who looks like a bro to me and Kristine the leader of our band; our strong defender and the answer to all our weaknesses. I came to meet Ms. Janett and Sir CDL who paralleled Joel our priest that with so much values and earthly virtues never surpasses to amazes me. The rest of VSO are just just amazing, heart warming, admirable, understanding and adventurous...They are of fierciest lion but Jesus is their warmth and shield. Julius our captain is also very concerned of me just like Barbara whom i talked to with heart and mind wide open and also Goldamier just like Reinalynn, Indira and Amabelle and Leizel and Naia, Cherry and Ma Elaine and Almira. We talk of everything under the sun, below the planet, inside the testicles of our veins and things that matters our heart and soul-all the heartbreak and the haapiest moments of plain rock and roll. And here is Gemma so far yet so near and so near yet so far. We didnt talk for decades but our love for each other stayed as the memories of the past lingers forever like Kenneth and Daylinda. Then Rizza whom i refer to us my guardina angel. Then Ailene and Maricel my beer bros and videoke partners. There is also Manolita whom i shared the goodtimes of lovin and Clynia whom i talked to intelligently about life, love and lost. My Jaycee family like Mervi & Jonas, Roy and Francis, Thaddeus and Gabriel, Benson and Benedicto they are all my grass roots with Cyrus and Rolito, we call them the big PP's.

Above them all is my only sister whom i will never ever replace, forget, deprive-Asa. My deepest love and affection to my Dwight and Aiel. They are all irreplaceable and uncomparable. Our love for each other has not been published in any definition of love.


UKay:

Me and my friends went malling.... owwws near a mall- and i found a cute brown pants, and two cute dresses.. I intend to wear it the next day but my love intend it first to be laundred so i ended up wearing it the next week. Everytime i buy something new especially dresses i really wanted it to wear it directly. Everytime i have a new bag or a new shoes- i really wanted it to
use directly and tell the whole world that i have a new item...hehehe



FOOD:

I love food and food loves me.
I'd like to share a breakfast menu for those lazyheads out there...

every pay day make it sure you visit the grocery store and pick the basics, such as sardines, egg, rice, dried fish or

and a visit to the market for onion, tomato, onion leaves, garlic and vegetables of your choice.

with that, you can already put the magic of your hands on what to cook daily.

I'd like to share a simple breakfast menu for those lazy heads out there:

Crack two eggs, add pinch of salt, chopped tomatoes and onions and pinch of magic sarap and fry with margarine in a nonstick pan. Fry dried fish. And use the same frying pan to sinangag your rice. Well, a healthy fun easy breakfast.

Songs of my Heart: 1

Sweet Child O' Mine
She's got a smile that it seems to me..Reminds me of childhood memories..Where everything was as fresh as the bright blue sky..Now and then when I see her face..She takes me away to that special place..And if I stared too long I'd probably break down and cry..Oh, sweet child o' mine o sweet love of mine..She's got eyes of the bluest skies..As if they thought of rain..I hate to look into those eyes..And see an ounce of pain..Her hair reminds me of a warm safe placeWhere as a child I'd hideAnd pray for the thunder and the rainTo quietly pass me byOh, sweet child o' mineOh, sweet love of mineOh, sweet child o' mineOh, sweet love of mineOh, sweet child o' mineOh, sweet love of mineWhere do we goWhere do we go nowWhere do we goWhere do we goWhere do we go nowWhere do we goSweet childWhere do we go nowWhere do we goWhere do we go nowWhere do we goWhere do we go nowWhere do we goWhere do we go nowSweet childSweet child o' mine

SONGS OF MY HEART

Counting Blue Cars

Must of been mid afternoon
I could tell by how far the child's shadow stretched out and
He walked with a purpose
In his sneakers, down the street
He had, many questions
Like children often do

He said,
"Tell me all your thoughts on God?"
"Tell me am I very far?"
Must of been late afternoon
On our way the sun broke free of the clouds
We count only blue cars
Skip the cracks, in the street
And ask many questions
Like children often do

We said,
"Tell me all your thoughts on God?
"'Cause I would really like to meet her.
And ask her why we're who we are.
Tell me all your thoughts on God,
Cause I am on my way to see her.
So tell me am I very far -
Am I very far now?"

It's getting cold picked up the pace
How our shoes make hard noises in this place
Our clothes are stained
We pass many, cross eyed people
And ask many questions
Like children often do
"Tell me all your thoughts on God?
'Cause I would really like to meet her.
And ask her why we're who we are.
Tell me all your thoughts on God?
'Cause I am on my way to see her.
So tell me am I very far?"
Am I very far now
Am I very far now
Am I very far now

obituaries

"Bawal magpasalamat to the people who extended condolences, extended financial help and moral support during and in between lamay of a dead family"

Eh kung ganon ng ganon ang salbahe naman natin...

I'd like to tell the whole world uhm i mean the whole Philippines aw my whole friends - oh (what will i do with my kin's friends?) again again again...

The bereaved family of the late Evangeline Mondarte Serion-Cabilin would like to extend our sincerest gratitude to all the people who helped us in times of sadness and sorrow, raised us through financial difficulties, gave us the moral support and who every night joined us in our prayers.

• To Tia Modic who doesn't fail to be there in times of our trouble and financial crisis;


• To Alben who is more than a father to us and firsthand provide me with the financial need;


• To Manang Judith who for 15th years walang sawa na naglalaba ng lahat ng aming clothes and linens and in the last hour of mama took care of her.


• To Manang Claring who is my yaya when i was still a month old, and a co-caregiver when any of my aunt suffers cancer, and who took care of mama's food during her stroke days.


• To Topher and family who extended their strong hands(literally) and became my assistant anywhere i go;


• To Nang Nelma and Nong Along who took charge with the preparation of lunch during the ninth day novena and burial. Who made the resting place of mama.


• To RMI Batch 89


• To RMI Batch 92


• To JRMSC Batch 95


• To Dwights Batch


• To Dwights Beautiful Gays


• To LSA


• To TRANSCO VSO


• To LGU-Dapitan City Budget Officer and staff especially to Clynia-, Inday Tan, Ade, Sister Merla, Salyn, Belle, Gras, Ebz, Amie,


• To SYKES


• To Dapitan Rizal Memorial Hospital


• To DJRMH Admin Staff and Nursing Staff


• To CRBD


• To Cawa-cawa residents.


• To my neighbors who at the strike of 5:30am already sits with us and discussed what's available at fishport for the day's meal and offered to buy butlig-butlig; of course i have to drew money;


• To our dawn visitor who offered ilang-ilang flowers named Calasang- can you believe that he offered the sweet smelling ilang-ilang and of course stopped for the coffee.


• To our painit visitors who after they


• To a relative daw (whom i didn't know his name and sells medicinal plants such as tree roots) who thrice(breakfast, lunch and dinner) a day pass by our house and drink coffee and also extended his moral support (i guess of course????) - mama was never alone anymore this time because Manong just keep coming and our doors are wide open.


• Hmmmm i'm starting to think of an entrepreneurial venture... coffee shop!

obituaries

"Bawal magpasalamat sa mga taon

Id like to tell the whole

Thanks to Ailenee for the encouragement thus this book will now formally be open...

Come join with me and have fun reading the ride of my life...

Now my thoughts will not only float in my memories but will soar in the air and documented!

Many times i dreamed of writing a book (??)whaaaaaa dream nga sabi di ba! ... well you know just for kicks, thought of lang because my mind is so full of promises, ambition and dreams , frustrations and happiness, sadness and guilt, ahhhh to many adjectives to mention that sometimes i'm afraid it might burst (literally) into activities medication only can define.. got what i mean? uh uh i didn't mean to hurt me and myself or my kin but i'm just afraid of the might happen and opppps the might really happen...nah!

Moreover, i'd like to share my many thoughts and feelings of LOVE. To my pamangkins and to the young ones that I might be of help, for them not to feel the frustrations and disappointments and falling-out-of-love-thing... yet... falling in love is so sweet and B-I-T-T-E-R (literally huhuhuhu) but then again S-W-E-E-T because i keep on falling in love! whahahahahaha. But of course we cannot dictate the murmurs of love and its design depending on the person involved.

Service to Humanity is the BEST work of Life

It has always been a missing piece for me when SERVICE is being discussed.

I am not rich.

But i really love and like to mingle among the least fortunate in life and just talked of ----LIFE.

When i joined the Junior Chamber International - Dapitan Shrine City Jaycees, actually i voluntered - it was my sister who was recruited and i said " I want to join can i come to the orientation?" and of course they didn't say no because recruitment is scarce in our place.

When i was still in my second year highschool a group of young professional and angelic voice men of Dapitan visited our school and discussed/held some seminars and i was amazed of their brilliance and talent! and enthusiasm that it become a part of me and my constant longing to be among them... but i was quite frustrated at that time because their group are just men...they don't recruit ladies!

So as the time goes by - Jaycees become prominent in our place holding almost all major events in Dapitan side by side the Local Government, it also become an inspiration and model amongst the young ones.

Way back in 1998, it was April and they held its Jaycee Week, which part of it was an Orientation or recruitment, thus my sister became a member and of course i did myself to be recognized - how? i attended all meetings and work on all activities and even voluntered to a Project Chair.

As my life with the Jaycees progressed- Iw as awarded with numerous project chairmanships and became the 2005 JCIP LOM President.

It was the best ambition come true i ever had and the most spontaneous less effort of stepping into a ladder that once just a dream.

Why i made it? because it stopped thinking that i belong with the group but instead it become a passion - it become the center of my world and that i just attended still all the meetings and the not so far council meetings and conferences (which are all donations and contributions from PP's) that become my obsession. I made reports and make it fast and efficient. and above all i followed the same Creed.

"I believe that FAITH in God gives meaning and purpose to human life,
That the BROTHERHOOD of man transcends the sovereignty of nations,
The economic JUSTICE can best be won by free men through free enterprise,
That GOVERNMENT should be of laws rather than of men.
That earth's great treasure lies in human PERSONALITY,
And that SERVICE to humanity is the BEST work of life."

Through this i visited remote places and witness poverty-which i thought i was the most unfortunate creature on earth, but seeing the children in barangays all covered with scabies and when i saw their parents with scabies too....and with the lugaw with chicken we prepared and the little medicines we brought, its an awe and a question where the heavens are? but what is the most ironic of it all?

When i got out from our vehicle with me is two sipi of lakatang saging, a huge fish, bulad and salbaro! They are all given by folks we served lugaw! isn't it amazing? Then something popped in my mind! If the next time i visited their children i'll bring them remote cars and the parents i'll give them Camel cooking pots maybe they will hand me their lands!!!!! yuta!!!

I hope you got me guys and all the pork barels in the world.

It's not already a question on what must be done first or the holding of committee hearings with thrice snacks served but an ACTION to be done! WHAT? go directly to those people - if you have money, you buy medicines and gave it to them. just buy, paracetamols, peniccillins, ibuprofens and the like and visit lowly places you'll see your package will be licked like mad dogs. Don't bring appratus or equiptments becuase they don't make sense bring the medicines.